January 25, 2021
I Don’t Believe in Love…
“She said she loved meI guess I never knewBut do we ever, ever really know?She said she’d meet me on … Read More “I Don’t Believe in Love…”
Tag: transition
January 12, 2021
Deadgirl
“Is something wrong?”, she saidOf course there is“You’re still alive”, she saidOh, do I deserve to be?Is that the question?And … Read More “Deadgirl”
December 6, 2020
Signs of Life
“Am I brave enough? Am I strong enough to follow the desire that burns from within? To push away my … Read More “Signs of Life”
November 29, 2020
Building a Better Boy…
“Looks like a rooster in the hen house.” The sales associate remarked, “Can I help you find anything?” I was … Read More “Building a Better Boy…”
November 22, 2020
What Hurts the Most…
“What hurts the most was being so close And havin’ so much to say And watchin’ you walk away…” – … Read More “What Hurts the Most…”
November 16, 2020
A Thousand Words…
“I’m outa luck, outa love. Got a photograph, picture of…” – Def Leppard My whole life I have hated getting … Read More “A Thousand Words…”
November 3, 2020
Magic
I used to find it so easy to write. I’m not saying anything that I ever produced was any … Read More “Magic”
October 23, 2020
A Beautiful Tragedy
It finally happened. I beamed as I saw that the trans flag emoji was finally available on my mobile phone. … Read More “A Beautiful Tragedy”
May 5, 2020
The Fine Art of Falling Apart
“If you lay me down in concrete fields will I dream of grass and opera? This is the sound and … Read More “The Fine Art of Falling Apart”
April 13, 2020
It can get worse…
Content Warning: Suicidal ideation. Extreme grief. I remember it vividly, that very first time I saw myself in a real … Read More “It can get worse…”