February 10, 2020
The Long Road Home…
I finally came out to my girlfriend of nearly four years. Instead of the crushing rejection I fully expected, I … Read More “The Long Road Home…”
Tag: genderqueer
February 3, 2020
It’s not over until it’s over…
Fuck. This. Living with a long distance relationship isn’t desirable…or easy. So much worse when you have a secret devouring … Read More “It’s not over until it’s over…”
January 7, 2020
Selfishness…
Today I almost made the decision to not transition. I sobbed my way into work after getting some blood-work done … Read More “Selfishness…”
January 6, 2020
Ever so slowly and with far too much caution…
It is interesting for me to read through all I have written here. Not because it’s particularly well put together … Read More “Ever so slowly and with far too much caution…”
December 19, 2019
Uncomfortable Psychological Aspects
So, just for the hell of it… Imagine that I actually muster the insane courage required to come out to … Read More “Uncomfortable Psychological Aspects”
December 5, 2019
So I took the red pill…
…and I smiled happily for the first time in weeks. I also cried tears of joy. I had my two … Read More “So I took the red pill…”
November 28, 2019
No shelter here…
Gender Dysphoria sucks….like a lot. I recently sat down with a psychologist to begin my assessment for transition. Transition to … Read More “No shelter here…”
November 14, 2019
Transgender awakening and the importance of visualization…
I knew I didn’t “fit in” at a very young age. My peers constantly reminded me of this through exclusion … Read More “Transgender awakening and the importance of visualization…”
November 7, 2019
Choose your own adventure….
I may be dating myself here but does anyone remember the old Choose Your Own Adventure books? Some of my … Read More “Choose your own adventure….”
November 6, 2019
I don’t need no doctor…
I had the unfortunate experience of checking myself into Emergency a week or so ago. Along with being depressed and … Read More “I don’t need no doctor…”