January 20, 2021
Why I’m Not Scared of Monsters…
“I hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why,Everything had changed, around me…” – Train (Hopeless) I have written before I that I have … Read More “Why I’m Not Scared of Monsters…”
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December 6, 2020
Signs of Life
“Am I brave enough? Am I strong enough to follow the desire that burns from within? To push away my … Read More “Signs of Life”
November 29, 2020
Building a Better Boy…
“Looks like a rooster in the hen house.” The sales associate remarked, “Can I help you find anything?” I was … Read More “Building a Better Boy…”
November 16, 2020
A Thousand Words…
“I’m outa luck, outa love. Got a photograph, picture of…” – Def Leppard My whole life I have hated getting … Read More “A Thousand Words…”
April 13, 2020
It can get worse…
Content Warning: Suicidal ideation. Extreme grief. I remember it vividly, that very first time I saw myself in a real … Read More “It can get worse…”
March 11, 2020
In spite of everything…hope
“I’m a realist not a pessimist.” How many times in my life have I given this answer as a response … Read More “In spite of everything…hope”
January 6, 2020
Ever so slowly and with far too much caution…
It is interesting for me to read through all I have written here. Not because it’s particularly well put together … Read More “Ever so slowly and with far too much caution…”
December 5, 2019
So I took the red pill…
…and I smiled happily for the first time in weeks. I also cried tears of joy. I had my two … Read More “So I took the red pill…”