May 5, 2020
The Fine Art of Falling Apart
“If you lay me down in concrete fields will I dream of grass and opera? This is the sound and … Read More “The Fine Art of Falling Apart”
Tag: depression
April 13, 2020
It can get worse…
Content Warning: Suicidal ideation. Extreme grief. I remember it vividly, that very first time I saw myself in a real … Read More “It can get worse…”
December 13, 2019
Thirsty Tweets and First World Problems
I have often said that true heartfelt empathy is a both a blessing and a curse. I consider myself extremely … Read More “Thirsty Tweets and First World Problems”
November 28, 2019
My well has run dry…I must be an imposter…
It’s really quite something how poisonous my inner dialogue has become. I’m used to self-loathing and not being a great … Read More “My well has run dry…I must be an imposter…”
November 6, 2019
I don’t need no doctor…
I had the unfortunate experience of checking myself into Emergency a week or so ago. Along with being depressed and … Read More “I don’t need no doctor…”
October 7, 2019
My Heart of Darkness and Fairy Tale Endings
I’m not okay… I just finished reading Felix Conrad’s Autogynephilia – Everyman’s Guide to Autogynephilia, Crossdreaming and Late Onset Transsexualism. … Read More “My Heart of Darkness and Fairy Tale Endings”